Not around a great deal at the moment , to many problems to little time , himself has been exceeding my expectations in so many ways ,,lol .. well he decided he wanted to take me xmas grocery shopping to the big Tesco at Boston it was an experience, hes on his buggy at ramming speed , not paying a jot of attention to the shopping we actually need but busy bar humbugging at all the xmas stuff i wasnt going to buy anyway at the top of his voice. He was busy saying im not paying that and slinging stuff out of the trolley when i finally snapped and pointed out that we have to eat something regardless of cost and that most of the stuff still in the trolley was stuff i couldnt eat anyway . Talk about the death silence , it got a tad frosty thats for shore and i will need to manage a shop without him before xmas .
Then in his disordered thinking mode it seems he had been inviting the world and his wife for xmas dinner ffs this resulted in a bit of a discussion, so we now have them spread over two days which is more manageable but is probably going to kill me as im still only running at 50% plus theres the cost of it all , not helped by his biggest FUp . You see we ran out of heating oil and we cant get a delivery till the 22nd plus hed spent the soddin oil money on vehicle parts for other folks who arent likely to pay this side of xmas , so weve had to use the grocery money. we do get a payment on the 23rd so then i will have to run round and get everything i need , hopefully without him. Daughter is sponsoring my bad jumble and auction habit for my xmas present and ive managed to quietly flog a few bits here and there .
Then theres Mommy Dearest who has taken to her bed to die , she is now officially allowed to after a meeting with social services old uncle Tom Cobley and all. after a couple of months in the 1950s which i suppose was her happy time she has packed up and left the building . It has been noted by other family members who are disgusted that we are not making more effort to keep her alive , but shes well looked after and safe and theres nothing much more anyone can do at this stage
